Chapter 6 · The Spirit Remembers
If Faith Were Free
Cristina do Valle Mirrors of the Infinite
Reflection
This poem came to me like a soft echo from somewhere far older than my mind. Writing it felt less like creating and more like listening, like catching the rhythm of a truth that has been humming underneath everything for as long as I can remember.
Faith, for me, has often felt complicated. I used to treat it like a possession, something I could lose or earn, something tied to effort and proof. But as I wrote these lines, I felt faith as something utterly simple; something free, flowing, already present in every breath. It’s not a mountain I have to climb; it’s a river that runs whether I’m aware of it or not.
The lesson of this poem is that faith isn’t a bargain or a performance. It doesn’t depend on worthiness or achievement; it is a current that carries us even when we’re exhausted, even when we stop swimming. Writing this helped me see faith as an act of surrender rather than striving. The image of a “storm without anger” breaking upon a placid sea came from a deep knowing that the spiritual path is not meant to punish us; it is meant to soften us, to wash away what isn’t real.
The distortion this poem helped dissolve was my quiet belief that pain is proof of spiritual growth, that suffering earns us freedom. I saw clearly that suffering is not the teacher; love is. Pain may get our attention, but faith is what transforms us. And faith is never earned; it is remembered.
If Faith Were Free feels like a prayer disguised as a poem. Even now, when I read it, I can feel my shoulders loosen, my breath slow, and something in me unclench. It reminds me that we were never meant to carry faith like a burden. Faith is already here, light as water, unstoppable as the tide, waiting for us to let go and float.